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The moment when...

Can we skip ahead? To the moment when You ask To the moment when I say yes so eagerly When I can't help But cry from excitement Can we skip ahead To the moment when We say "I do" To the moment when You tell me "Here's our baby girl" or "Here's our baby boy" Can we just skip ahead To that moment when... On second thought... I don't want to skip ahead Let's go To that moment when We say I love you As we wait for the other moments

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When I first met you One thought raced through He's cute. But I'm... Me When we first met I never thought It would take five days The first to meet The next three Simply exchanging words The fifth The moment I would receive one thing I didn't know I was longing for Just a kiss on your sweet lips When I first met you I never thought I'd take two weeks Two to fall Never thought I'd fall so fast Never thought Well... You and I Me with my Unruly dark brown hair And plain brown eyes You with soft blonde curls you wear so well And those piercing blue eyes So different Different worlds Different looks Our match mad

An answer? by nc1394, literature

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An answer?

You ask me why Why I'm scared to fall Why it's hard to open up You ask for answers You ask for words So sorry to say My mind won't cooperate It spins in fifty different directions Circling thoughts Over and over You ask what's wrong The answer won't come You give me reasons I give you doubt So sorry to say I'm too realistic My mind is oh so pessimistic You act the opposite we all know Dreaming dreams most would never think An optimist and a pessimist A realist and a dreamer A tale old as time Maybe it's time Time to give you an answer An answer only you know the question it is for Four words Two statements "I lo

A day by nc1394, literature

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A day

Girl sitting in her room With a razor blade in hand She looks in the mirror Not recognizing the face She can't help But break down in tears Not seeing a way out From this life filled with fears Lifting the razor She starts pressing down She quenches this pain she feels inside Even if for only a moment A pain so real But so unseen She keeps it hidden so well Her own dirty little secret With nowhere left to turn She sits there alone Drowning in her own self-loathing Unable to see There's a hope to hold on to Being relentless in faith We draw the lost near Come see the love he will show you Come closer For

Somehow by nc1394, literature

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Somehow

I miss you That's really all I can say Maybe I don't feel the same But maybe I need you Yeah I know You aren't the biggest Not the strongest But somehow Somehow I was always safe Somehow I was always loved Somehow I was always Good enough You know how he looks at me You know who he is But Somehow Somehow that didn't matter Because you were always there To make me feel safe So yeah Sue me I might just miss you I might just still miss How No matter what Somehow I was different With you

Can You Keep A Secret? by nc1394, literature

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Can You Keep A Secret?

Can I tell you something? Can you keep my secret? Really? Can I truly trust you? Tell you how I really feel? Can I just tell you how much that hurt? Yeah. I know. You didn't mean it. You didn't want me to feel that way I know all that But.. It did. Truth is What you do here When you walk away like that You need to know My dirty secret You need to know that... Actually. Never mind It doesn't hurt that much I mean. Yeah. I'll just get over it.

Trouble by nc1394, literature

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Trouble

I'm having trouble Believing you would do that I can't seem to understand Why though? It is you after all I never believed you would do a lot of things But this This thing you do to yourself Yes. I understand I understand more than anyone It's this sickness But why? You know someone once told me "You don't need to do this" "Anything but this, it hurts me too" Well guess what We may not like each other We may not even be friends You may even hate me But maybe Just maybe. That thing Maybe it hurts a little Just a little Once I was told "God won't let you go through anything you can't handle" It took me years But

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REGRET Its been almost half my lifetime since I met you, Sitting in that corner, shy and alone with a drink, I made you dance with me, come out of your shell too, we had so much in common, more than you think, Was it you or all the little decisions since then, that left my life in such shambles,stuck in a rut? It was great in the beginning, the sweetest of men, one who was always there for me no matter what. Then I got hurt and things slowly went downhill, I couldn't work, you stopped being intimate with me, I became depressed, suicidal, and lost all will, Eight years passed and you left, no more we, Its been two years since then

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Regret

As I sat on the bus a feeling began to grow, and uneasy feeling that I was making a huge mistake... one that will haunt me forever. After all, I knew what I should have done... and all I did was walk right past her. The last time I would ever see her... and I said nothing. "Stop the bus!" I cried out suddenly. The bus driver gave me a confused look but just shrugged and slowly grinned to a halt. It felt like an eternity, knowing I didn't have much time left. Finally the bus doors opened and I flew out of there as fast as I could. I needed to apologize, I needed to set things right. Everything around me was just a blur as I ran, only one thin

Believe In Me by fireylove93, journal

Believe In Me

Jan 29, 2012

"I'm losing myself Trying to compete With everyone else Instead of just being me. Don't know where to turn. I've been stuck in this routine. I need to change my ways Instead of always being weak. I don't wanna be afraid, I wanna wake up feeling Beautiful today And know that I'm ok 'Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways. You see, I Just wanna believe in me. The mirror can lie, Doesn't show you what's inside, And it, it can tell you you're full of life. *It's amazing what you can hide Just by putting on a smile.* I don't wanna be afraid, I wanna wake up feeling Beautiful today And know that I'm ok 'Cause everyone's p

Valentines Day Contest - LAST CALL! by Loza-Muse, journal

Valentines Day Contest - LAST CALL!

Jan 25, 2012

I have gone through the entries and all I can say is wow.. but they are all to confused with the third person perspective which I have found has killed the themes.. so I know this is going to postpone the judging... BUT! It means that you will get a better chance at writing with a clear mind to win so! The changes is the third person thing is out and there is... *drumroll* A week and a half extension date! To when exactly? Scroll down and you shall see. Also, all curent entries are allowed to be revised and rewritten and I suggest as such... In this contest, the group name, link to the contest and category must be in artist comments! Or y

To the boy... by inkstaineddove, literature

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To the boy...

To the boy who I hurt so many times. I'm sorry. To the boy who forgave me for everything that I did. Why? To the boy who saved me and still wants me after the storm. Thanks for being my umbrella. To the boy who would fight for me. Just don't die for me. Not just yet. To the boy who knows who this is writing to him from behind a dumb-ass computer. I love you. To the boy who feels the same way. You know the answer to your questions. But to the boy who I'm writing this about and doesn't know who this is from. Remember that note in class. I'm sorry for everything I did. I treated you like crap and listened to HIM. Maybe now that he's gone

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Artist // Student // Literature

May 13
United States
Deviant for 14 years
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Well, I'm just a regular teenager. I love drama, speech, and art. I am a college sophomore, a psychology major. Love to write OBVIOUSLY..probably more than I draw or paint. If you need someone to talk to I will listen. NO MATTER WHAT....whether i know you or not. Send me a message I will get to it as soon as i can :).

Anything else you want to know about me...just ask

BTW....just wanna make something clear....I don't care if you download something of mine....just tell me. It's really that simple, I won't get mad or anything, I'd just like to know because I'm putting myself out here for you guys and if someone is just going to download something without my knowledge and possibly steal it and make it their own I just wouldn't like that, and i know none of you would either. So all I ask is for you to tell me THANKS :D

Current Residence: um.....can't remember
Favourite genre of music: Basically everything.
Favourite style of art: all...not a huge fan of anime though....sry
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Favourite cartoon character: Dora duh!
Favorite Quote: "She doesn't even go here"- Mean Girls..or..."Cheese is my favorite animal byproduct :D"-- She's the man... "ITS SO FLUFFY I'M GONNA DIE!"- Despicable Me........"I feel like I just found out my favorite love song was written about a sandwich"- 27 Dresses

Favourite Visual Artist

depends...

Favourite Movies

First sunday,Crazy Stupid Love, Bride Wars, Letters to God, Toy Story 3, House Bunny, Mean Girls, Easy A (sorry movie addict lol)

Favourite TV Shows

House, Pretty Little Liars, Bones, The Lying Game.....

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Paramore!, Katy Perry, Skillet, Building 429, Leeland, Adele (there is seriously not enough space for all of them lol)

Favourite Books

Like i said...i don't read...(jk...seriously...ive read so many i just can't choose)

Favourite Writers

DR.SEUSS!, Me...

Favourite Games

im gonna go with....duck duck goose...

Other Interests

Writing, Painting, Drawing, Listening to music, I love singing (I can't sing very well though)

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Jan 8, 2013

Devious Journal Entry

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Hey everyone, So again it's been a while. I've been super out of the loop. Haven't written poetry in a while. I just had knee surgery the 31st so I'm recovering right now before I head back to college. I have to miss a couple days since i can't really get in and out of the wheelchair with ease. I have an amazing new person in my life and I'm genuinely happy with him. I had a crappy year in 2012 up to the point where i started college. Still had some ups and downs but I got through it. Long overdue but happy new year to all. I'm finally happy, truly and not only because of him but I am happy with him too. Um...lets see. I am obviously still g

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Sep 26, 2012

Question thingy

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RULES 1. You Must Post The Rules. 2. Each Person Must Post 5 Things About Themselves In Their Journal. 3. Answer The Questions The Tagger Set For You In Their Post, And Create Eleven New Questions For The People You Tag To Answer. 4. You Have To Choose 11 People To Tag And Post Their Icons On Your Journal. 5. Go To Their Page And Tell Them You Have Tagged Them. 6. No Tag Backs. 7. No Stuff In The Tagging Section About "You're Tagged If You're Reading This". You Legitimately Have To Tag 11 People. I was tagged by the splendid watcher of mine, FIVE FACTS 1. I love to sing. Like LOVE it, but i am shy in front of people. 2. I do not li

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Apr 22, 2012

Writing Contest #2

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So no one entered yet. This will be the last time I am going to extend the deadline for this contest as I have been asked to. The deadline is Next week on April 27th. Remember POETRY ONLY If 4 or more people don't enter no one will win a prize. The theme is Revenge Good Luck :)

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GeorgieDeeArt

May 14, 2014

Happy Birthday again. I hope you're doing alright. Miss you!

nc1394

Jan 9, 2015

I haven't been on in a long time! Thank you!

GeorgieDeeArt

Jan 9, 2015

Whoa, no you haven't!

nc1394

Jan 9, 2015

I'm trying to write again. It's hard to though lol

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May 14, 2013

Happy Birthday!

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May 28, 2012

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Mar 4, 2012

Hello, ~nc1394!

Welcome to #Heart-of-Poetry; it's an honor to have you. Please feel free to browse and contribute to our gallery. You're also welcome to participate in our weekly writing prompts, which are published in the group journal periodically. If you have any questions at all, don't hesitate to contact myself or *Dark-Moon-Forever. I hope you enjoy your stay with us!

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